2025 മെയ് & നവംബർ: ചേസിംഗ് നിർത്തി പർപ്പസ്
On November 11, 2022, in a shop in Aluva, I met him and my soul woke up.
On November 11, 2024, I had my first partial surrender. I stopped physical chasing.
But it took me until May 2025 and November 11, 2025 to stop the most dangerous chasing – emotional chasing.
Physical chasing is visible. You go to his place, you check his shop, you look for him. People can see it, and you can see it yourself.
Emotional chasing is invisible. It happens inside. You check his energy every hour. You do tarot to see what he feels. You cry because he didn’t feel you today. You live your whole emotional life around a person who is not physically present.
In May 2025, I stopped emotional chasing. And when I stopped, something miraculous happened – I found my soul purpose. And that purpose became this blog, www.twinflamejourney.org, which you are reading now.
This is the story of how stopping chasing did not create emptiness, but created purpose.
The Difference Between Physical and Emotional Chasing
After November 11, 2024, I did not go looking for him physically. I was proud of that. I thought I had surrendered.
But inside, I was still chasing him emotionally 24 hours a day.
I would wake up and first think, “What is his energy today? Is he missing me?” I would meditate and instead of focusing on my breath, I would focus on his soul. I would journal, but every page ended with his name. I would do inner child work, but I would do it to become a better chaser, so that he would come back faster.
My body was in Kerala, but my emotions were still living in that shop in Aluva in 2022.
Emotional chasing is more exhausting than physical chasing. Because physical chasing has a limit – your legs get tired, you come home. Emotional chasing has no limit. Your mind can chase 24 hours without rest. It can chase in your dreams.
By early 2025, I was tired again. Not the bone-gripping pain of 2023, but a subtle, heavy tiredness. Because even though I had tied my waist and head and done inner work from December 2024, a part of that inner work was still for him.
My angels on YouTube started saying something that triggered me. They said, “Are you healing to get him, or are you healing to get you?”
I was healing to get him. I had to be honest.
Emotional chasing is when your happiness still depends on whether he thinks about you. It is when you check signs, angel numbers, feathers, dreams, to see if he is coming. It is when your whole spiritual journey is still about union, not about self.
And that is not freedom. That is still jail, just a more spiritual jail.
The psychological pattern of emotional chasing and anxious attachment keeps you bound even after physical separation. Emotional chasing and anxious attachment healing
May 2025 – The Month I Stopped Emotional Chasing
In May 2025, something shifted. I was doing my morning meditation, and for the first time, I did not send love energy to him. I sent love energy to myself.
I put my hand on my heart and I said, “Today, I will not ask what he feels. Today, I will ask what I feel. Today, I will not check if he is healing. Today, I will check if I am healing.”
It was a small sentence, but it was a revolution.
For the whole month of May 2025, I practiced emotional detox.
When his thought came, I did not chase it with more thoughts. I said, “I love you, and I release you. I am coming back to myself.”
When the urge to check his energy came, I checked my own energy. “How is Samji today? Is Samji happy today, without him?”
When the urge to do tarot about him came, I did tarot about my own soul purpose. “What does my soul want me to do today, for me?”
Slowly, my emotional field became quieter. My energy, which had been constantly going out to him, started coming back to me.
And when my energy came back to me, I had energy left to ask the biggest question: Who am I, without this story? What is my soul purpose, beyond being a twin flame chaser?
That question had never come before, because there was no space. Chasing takes all space.
When you stop emotional chasing, you create space. And in that space, your soul purpose speaks.
November 11, 2025 – Finding My Soul Purpose and Starting The Blog
Three years after meeting him. One year after my first partial surrender. Six months after stopping emotional chasing.
On November 11, 2025, I sat in the same home in Kerala where I had sat on November 11, 2024. But I was a different woman.
On 11.11.2022, I had met him and I had thought my purpose was to love him.
On 11.11.2025, I understood my real purpose was to turn my pain into a path for others.
For two and a half years, I had thought my story was shameful. A 50-year-old woman from Kerala loving a 22-year-old boy, feeling bone-gripping pain, being called obsessed, being unable to forget.
But after emotional chasing stopped, I saw my story differently. My story was not shameful. My story was medicine. Because there were thousands of people of all genders around the world feeling the same shame, thinking they were baffling, thinking no one on earth had an answer.
I had searched for answers in 2023 and no one had an answer. But in 2024, angels on YouTube had given me answers. They had saved me.
Now, in May and November 2025, I felt a new calling: “Become an angel for someone else. Tell your story. Start writing.”
So I started this blog, www.twinflamejourney.org.
Not to show that I am healed. Not to show that I am in union. But to show that pain can become purpose. That bone-gripping pain can become a map. That a shop in Aluva on 11.11.2022 can become a temple of awakening for thousands.
My soul purpose was not to get him. My soul purpose was to get myself, and then to help others get themselves.
When you stop chasing physically, you get your legs back. When you stop chasing emotionally, you get your life back. And when you get your life back, you find why you came to earth in the first place.
Many twin flames discover their life mission only after they release obsessive chasing and turn inward. Finding life purpose after heartbreak and awakening
My dear soul family, I want to ask you today:
Are you still emotionally chasing? Is your first thought in the morning still about him? Is your last thought still about him?
If yes, can you, just for one day in May 2025 style, say, “Today, I will not chase emotionally. Today, I will ask, what do I want for me? What is my purpose beyond him?”
You will be surprised. When you stop giving all your emotional energy to him, you will have so much energy left to create. To write. To teach. To heal others.
On November 11, 2022, the universe brought him to show me love.
On November 11, 2025, the universe took the need for him away to show me my purpose.
And my purpose is this blog, this story, you reading this. We are connected not because we chase the same person, but because we are walking the same path from chasing to freedom.
Welcome to my soul purpose. Welcome to www.twinflamejourney.org.
2025 മെയ് & നവംബർ: ചേസിംഗ് നിർത്തി പർപ്പസ്
2024 നവംബറിൽ ഭൗതിക ചേസിംഗ് നിർത്തിയെങ്കിലും ഇമോഷണൽ ചേസിംഗ് തുടർന്ന കഥയും, 2025 മേയിൽ അത് നിർത്തിയതും, അതിൽ നിന്ന് സോൾ പർപ്പസ് കണ്ടെത്തിയതുമാണ് ഈ പോസ്റ്റ്. എല്ലാ ദിവസവും അവന്റെ എനർജി ചെക്ക് ചെയ്യുന്ന, ടാരറ്റ് നോക്കുന്ന, സ്വപ്നം നോക്കുന്ന അദൃശ്യമായ ചേസിംഗ്. 2025 മേയിൽ അതും നിർത്തിയപ്പോൾ ഉണ്ടായ ശൂന്യതയിൽ നിന്ന് പുതിയ ചോദ്യം വന്നു – അവനല്ലാതെ ഞാൻ ആരാണ്, എന്റെ സോൾ പർപ്പസ് എന്താണ്. അതിന്റെ ഉത്തരമായാണ് 2025 നവംബർ 11-ന് www.twinflamejourney.org എന്ന ബ്ലോഗ് തുടങ്ങിയത്. വേദനയെ വഴിയാക്കിയ ദിവസം.
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