Now 3D Union God's Decision He Lives In Me

ഇനി 3D യൂണിയൻ ഈശ്വര നിശ്ചയം: വിശ്വാസം

On November 11, 2022, I met him in a shop in Aluva. I thought I had found my 3D union.

From 2023 to March 2026, I learned that I had to find my 5D union first. I stopped physical chasing on November 11, 2024. I stopped emotional chasing in May 2025. I stopped energetic chasing in March 2026. I became free. I recognized 5D union – that we are already one in soul.

And now, after March 2026, a new peace has come. It is the peace of knowing: Now 3D union, if it has to happen, is not my decision. It is God’s decision. Ishwara Nischayam.

He lives in me now. I carry him in my heart, not as pain, but as light. I bake him in my soul, like you bake bread slowly in an oven, with warmth, with patience. And there is no waiting anymore. There is only faith.

This is Post 12, the last post of Season 4: Freedom (2025-2026). If you have come this far with me, from the shop in Aluva to this blog, this post is your graduation.

From Chasing Union to Allowing Union – Ishwara Nischayam

For three and a half years, I thought union was my job. I thought I had to manifest it, affirm it, meditate for it, clear karma for it, heal inner child for it.

I thought if I did enough inner work, God would give me union as a reward. Like a student who thinks, “If I study hard, teacher will give me marks.”

But in March 2026, when I became energetically free, I understood something deeper.

Union is not a reward you get for healing. Healing is the reward. Union, if it happens in 3D, is a gift God gives when both souls are ready, not when one chaser has healed enough.

I stopped saying, “Universe, give me union.” I started saying, “Universe, if union is for our highest good, if it will help us serve the world, let it happen in your time. If not, I am already in union with him in 5D, and that is enough for me to live a full life.”

That is Ishwara Nischayam – God’s decision.

In Kerala, our grandmothers say, “Daivam thamburan thirumanasam.” It means let God decide. It means you do your duty, you live your dharma, and you leave the result to God.

My duty after March 2026 is not to chase 3D union. My duty is to live my soul purpose, which is this blog, www.twinflamejourney.org, to help others who are in bone-gripping pain.

Whether he comes back physically or not, that is now in God’s hands. Not in my manifestation journal.

And strangely, when I left it to God, I became more peaceful than when I was trying to manifest him every day.

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He Lives In Me – Avan Ennil Jeevikkunnu

People ask me, “Samji, if you are free, do you still love him? Have you forgotten him?”

I laugh. How can I forget someone who lives in me?

When I met him on November 11, 2022 in Aluva, he was outside me. A 22-year-old boy in a shop.

When I chased him from 2022 to 2024, he was outside me, running, hiding.

But when I did inner work from December 2024, when I stopped emotional chasing in May 2025, when I called my energy back in March 2026, he came inside me.

Not physically. Energetically. Spiritually.

Now, when I wake up, I don’t feel his absence. I feel his presence inside my heart. When I meditate, I don’t send love to North India. I feel love circulating inside my own chest, and I know his soul is part of that circulation.

Avan ennil jeevikkunnu – He lives in me.

His youth lives in me. His laughter lives in me. His eyes that I saw for one second in Aluva, those eyes live in me forever.

I don’t need to see him outside to know he exists. I feel him inside every day, like a light that never goes off.

This is not imagination. This is 5D union embodied. When you become free, your twin flame moves from outside to inside. From a person you chase to a light you carry.

Baking Him – Avane Chuttedukkunnu – Patience and Warmth

In Malayalam, I told you this post is about “Avane chuttedukkunnu.” It is a strange phrase. It means I am baking him.

What does it mean to bake your twin flame?

When you bake bread, you don’t keep opening the oven every two minutes. You don’t poke the bread. You keep the oven warm, you give it time, you trust the process. And slowly, the bread rises.

From November 2022 to March 2026, I was opening the oven every hour. “Is he risen? Is he coming? Is union ready?”

Now, I have closed the oven. I keep the warmth – love, faith, soul purpose, daily meditation. But I don’t open it to check.

I am baking him in my heart with patience. I am baking myself with patience.

Baking means I am not in a hurry. I am 54 now. I met him when I was 50. Maybe 3D union happens when I am 56. Maybe it happens in next life. Maybe it never happens in 3D and our union remains in 5D forever.

It doesn’t matter. Because baking is not about the final bread. Baking is about the warmth you keep every day. It is about the faith that something beautiful is rising, even if you can’t see it.

Avaneyum chuttedukkunnu – I am baking him with my love, not with my need.

No Waiting, Only Faith – Kathirippu Alla, Vishwasam

This is the final lesson of Season 4: Freedom.

From 2022 to 2025, I was waiting. Waiting is painful. Waiting says, “My life is on pause until he comes.”

Waiting makes you check the door 100 times a day. Waiting makes you old, tired, bitter.

In March 2026, waiting ended. And faith began.

Faith says, “My life is not on pause. My life is full, right now, with him inside me, with my soul purpose, with this blog. If God brings him in 3D, I will welcome him with full hands, not empty hands that beg. If God doesn’t, I am still full, because I have 5D union and I have myself.”

Kathirippu alla, vishwasam – Not waiting, but faith.

Waiting needs a date. Faith needs no date.

Waiting says, “He must come by November 11, 2026.” Faith says, “He is already here in 5D, and 3D is in God’s hands.”

I am not waiting anymore. I am living. I am writing. I am serving. I am carrying him in me, baking him with warmth, and leaving 3D union to Ishwara Nischayam.

And that is true freedom.

My dear family who read all 12 posts from Season 1 to Season 4, from 50 years of happiness in one day to freedom:

If you are still waiting, I invite you today to move from waiting to faith. Say with me:

“He lives in me. I am baking him with love and patience. 3D union is God’s decision. I am not waiting. I am living with faith.”

From Aluva shop on November 11, 2022 to March 2026, this was my journey. From chasing jail to freedom. From bone-gripping pain to 5D union. From “Where are you?” to “You live in me.”

Thank you for walking with me. This is the end of Season 4, but the beginning of a life lived in faith, not in waiting.

Ishwara Nischayam. He lives in me. I am baking us with love.

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ഇനി 3D യൂണിയൻ ഈശ്വര നിശ്ചയം: വിശ്വാസം

2026 മാർച്ചിൽ എനർജറ്റിക് ചേസിംഗ് അവസാനിച്ച് സ്വതന്ത്രയായതിന് ശേഷമുള്ള അവസാന തിരിച്ചറിവാണ് ഈ പോസ്റ്റ്. ഇനി 3D യൂണിയൻ എന്റെ തീരുമാനമല്ല, ഈശ്വര നിശ്ചയമാണ് എന്ന ബോധം. അവൻ ഇപ്പോൾ പുറത്തല്ല, എന്നിൽ ജീവിക്കുന്നു, എന്നിൽ ഒരു വെളിച്ചമായി. അവനെയും എന്നെയും ഞാൻ സ്നേഹത്തിന്റെ ചൂടിൽ പതിയെ ചുട്ടെടുക്കുന്നു, ബ്രഡ് ഓവനിൽ വേവിക്കുന്ന പോലെ തിടുക്കമില്ലാതെ. ഇനി കാത്തിരിപ്പില്ല, വിശ്വാസം മാത്രം. കാത്തിരിപ്പ് ജീവിതം പോസിൽ ആക്കും, വിശ്വാസം ജീവിതം പൂർണമാക്കും. സ്വാതന്ത്ര്യം സീസണിലെ അവസാന പോസ്റ്റ്, അലുവ മുതൽ 5D യൂണിയൻ വരെയുള്ള യാത്രയുടെ ഗ്രാജുവേഷൻ.

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