ചേസിംഗ് എന്ന ജയിൽ: അഫർമേഷൻ കൊണ്ട് വീർപ്പുമുട്ടൽ
Chasing Is Jail : After the universe intervened in February 2024, I thought I was healed. I had found the word twin flame. I had found teachers on YouTube. I had started praying to the universe instead of pestering him.
But I had not stopped chasing. I had only changed the form of chasing.
Before, I was chasing him physically. I would go where he was, I would look for him, I would hold on with force. Now, I started chasing him spiritually. With manifestation, with affirmations, with obsessive energy work. And that is a more dangerous jail, because it looks like healing from outside, but inside, it is still the same prison.
If you are today doing 100 affirmations a day, visualizing your twin flame 24 hours, doing manifestation rituals to make him come back, and you feel suffocated, tired, and guilty – this post is your mirror.
The New Jail – Spiritual Chasing
In March and April 2024, my life became a manifestation laboratory.
I would wake up at 5 AM and say, “He is coming back, he loves me, he is mine.” I would write his name 55 times. I would do 5×55 manifestation. I would visualize our reunion 10 times a day. I would not let a single negative thought enter my mind, because the teachers said negative thoughts will block manifestation.
I was suffocating him energetically, and I was suffocating myself even more.
From the outside, it looked like I was doing inner work. But from the inside, I was in a jail. A jail I had built myself with spiritual concepts.
Chasing is not just a physical action. Chasing is an energy. It is the energy of “I am incomplete without him, so I must do something to get him.” Whether you chase with your legs or chase with your affirmations, the energy is the same – lack, fear, control.
I was manifesting from fear, not from love. I was affirming from desperation, not from faith. My affirmations were actually lies I was telling myself to cover my fear.
I would say “I am whole,” but inside I felt broken. I would say “He is coming back,” but inside I was terrified he would never come. I would say “I trust the universe,” but I was checking his last seen every hour.
That is the duality of spiritual chasing – your mouth says one thing, your heart feels another. And the universe listens to your heart, not your mouth.
Suffocating With Love – How We Choke Our Own Masculine
I have to say a painful truth today. In 2024, I suffocated my masculine with my so-called love.
Imagine someone loves you, but that love is so heavy that you cannot breathe. That is what my love had become.
I would send love energy to him constantly. I would think about him every minute. I would do healing for him without his permission. I thought I was being divine feminine. But I was actually being a spiritual stalker.
His soul was trying to breathe, trying to find his own path, trying to grow. And my constant energetic chasing was like putting a pillow over his soul.
No wonder he was tired. No wonder he was bored. No wonder he was scared. Because he could feel my energy, even from a distance. Twin flames feel each other’s energy. And what he was feeling was not free love, it was choking love.
I saw the boredom in his energy. I saw the fear in his energy. I even saw the lies – small lies he told to avoid me. And still, I could not stop. Because chasing is an addiction. It is the addiction of the abandoned child who thinks, “If I just love more, if I just do more, they will finally stay.”
The psychology behind this obsessive chasing is well documented as limerence and obsessive attachment. Understanding limerence and obsessive love patterns
Seeing the Boredom, Fear, and Lies, and Still Unable to Stop
This is the most shameful part to confess, but it is the truth that will set you free.
In mid-2024, I could clearly see that my chasing was creating the opposite effect. I could see that he was getting bored of my energy. I could see that he was scared of my intensity. I could see that he was forced to lie to create space.
A part of me knew: This is wrong. You are destroying your own dignity. You are destroying this sacred connection by making it a jail.
But I could not stop.
Why? Because chasing was my identity. For two years, my whole life had become about him. If I stopped chasing, who would I be? What would I do with my time? What would I do with this huge, bone-gripping energy inside me?
Stopping chasing felt like death. It felt like I would be abandoning him. It felt like if I stopped, the connection would die.
So I continued. I continued to manifest, to affirm, to visualize, to check energy, to read tarot, to seek signs, even when I was completely exhausted, even when my soul was saying “Enough.”
That is when I realized: Chasing is a jail. And I am both the prisoner and the jailer.
I am the prisoner because I am locked in obsession. And I am the jailer because I am locking myself with my own affirmations, my own rituals, my own fear of letting go.
How I Broke Out of the Manifestation Jail
The breaking point came in late 2024.
I was doing an affirmation, “I am in union with my twin flame,” and suddenly I started crying. Because for the first time, I heard my own voice. My voice was tired. My voice was not happy. My voice was begging.
And I asked myself: If I am in union, why am I crying? If this affirmation is true, why do I feel so false?
That day, I stopped all manifestation. I stopped all forced affirmations. I stopped all rituals to bring him back.
I said to the universe, “I am done. I will not manifest him. I will not chase him, physically or spiritually. If this connection is true, it does not need my force. If I have to force it, it is not divine.”
And I started a new practice – the practice of doing nothing.
Instead of manifesting him, I started manifesting myself. My affirmation changed from “He loves me” to “I love myself even when he doesn’t look at me.”
Instead of visualizing him coming back, I started visualizing myself being happy alone, whole alone.
The spiritual principle of detachment explains why letting go is the only way to allow true love to flow. The law of detachment and letting go in manifestation
It was the hardest jailbreak of my life. For weeks, my hands would itch to do a ritual. My mind would say, “Just one more affirmation, maybe this one will work.” The addiction of chasing is strong.
But slowly, the air came back into my lungs. Slowly, I started to breathe again. And surprisingly, when I stopped suffocating him energetically, I started to feel his energy in a more peaceful way. He was no longer running in my energy. He was just there, quiet.
My dear soul family, if you are reading this while you are in the manifestation jail, please listen.
You cannot manifest your twin flame by suffocating him. You cannot affirm someone into loving you. True union does not come from force. It comes from freedom.
Your constant manifestation is not love. It is fear wearing the mask of love. Your 100 affirmations a day are not faith. They are fear of what will happen if you stop.
The only real affirmation that works in the twin flame journey is: “I release you with love, and I choose myself with love.”
When you stop chasing, you do not lose the connection. You finally give the connection space to breathe. You come out of the jail. And for the first time, you realize that the door was never locked. You were holding it closed from inside.
Stop chasing. Start breathing. The universe is waiting.
പ്രപഞ്ചം ഇടപെട്ടതിനു ശേഷവും ഞാൻ ചേസിംഗ് നിർത്തിയിരുന്നില്ല, രൂപം മാത്രം മാറി എന്നതാണ് ഈ പോസ്റ്റ്. ശാരീരികമായി പിന്തുടരുന്നത് നിർത്തി ആത്മീയമായി ശ്വാസംമുട്ടിക്കാൻ തുടങ്ങി. ദിവസം നൂറ് അഫർമേഷൻ, മാനിഫെസ്റ്റേഷൻ റിച്വൽ, നിർത്താതെയുള്ള വിഷ്വലൈസേഷൻ. പുറമെ ഹീലിംഗ് പോലെ തോന്നിയെങ്കിലും അകത്ത് അതൊരു ജയിലായിരുന്നു. അവൻ മടുത്തതും പേടിച്ചതും നുണ പറഞ്ഞതും കണ്ടിട്ടും നിർത്താൻ കഴിയാത്ത അവസ്ഥ. ചേസിംഗ് ഒരു അഡിക്ഷൻ ആണെന്ന് തിരിച്ചറിഞ്ഞതും, ആ ജയിലിൽ നിന്ന് എങ്ങനെ പുറത്തു വന്നു എന്നതുമാണ് ഈ പോസ്റ്റിന്റെ കാതൽ.
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Outward Links Used 2x:
- Wikipedia – Limerence and Obsessive Love
- Psychology Today – Paradox of Love and Detachment
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